life as a teenage freak

"You need to decideis what"

i felt lost.

"Sit down and decide"

"DECIDE WHAT?!" i asked confused.

"What your emotions tell you"

"they tell me to love you! but also to hate you!" i yelled.

"Decide which is stronger while i take a nap"

Appolyon starts drifting off to sleep no dobut from the repairing and the pill.

I sat down. "why do i always loose to this guy?" i asked myself. i thought and thought and soon i was fast asleep too. i was leaning on him.

Appolyon has some serious nightmares enough to make his shiver

i felt him shaking. i woke up and grabbed his arm to calm him, he actually stopped shaking, but i didnt think it was because of me.

Appolyon stopped shaking and weather or not she thought it was becasue of her it was because of Amanda

i fell back asleep because of the pills, this time my head rested on his lap. i didnt mean to do that. my head just landed there.

Appolyon slept fine after that.

i started to dream, something about my powers but nothing i could remember.

A few hours later Appolyon awoke

i was still on his lap.

Appolyon sighed

the sigh woke me up. i slowly opened my eyes. i turned pale when i knew where i was i quickly got up.

I laughed. "I see you made up your mind"

i scooted away from him.

I smiled, "It's ok"

"what if i have made up my mind, what do you care?" i asked.

"Makes me happy for once"

i looked at him. "what?!" i was taken back.

"You heard me"