life as a teenage freak

"i dont understand why."

"I have never been happy EVER. I just am right now"

i looked at him. "so what does this mean?"

"It means what you think it mean. I do like you"

i plopped back. so confused. "you sure dont act like it..."

"I am just like this"

"well i dont know if i believe you." i explained.

I took her by the hand "Well you should"

my heart pounded. "wh-what are you you playing a-at?" i stuttered. nervous habit.

"Nothing. I am playing at nothing"

"the-then w-why are you you holding my hand?" i stuttered more.

"Same reason you won't leave me."

she blushed. She felt lost, then she got scared. "what do you want from me?" she felt like he was going to use her.

"Nothing"

she didnt know wether to beleive him or not.

"I want nothing from you"

"nothing at all?" this was a trick question that she hid from him.

"Just companionship is all"

"prove it." she said.

Appolyon took her by the back of the neck and kissed her.

she was shocked. her heart pounded in here ears. she couldnt pull away because of how he had her, but she didnt try to pull away.

He let go of her and pulled away from the kiss

she looked at him in shock.

He smiled for the first time

she smiled back.